WTF?

I went from being a fun loving woman who was looking for a little more love in her life, to this little girl who is hoping for the phone to ring. How the hell did this happen to me? ME? I hate this right now! It really REALLY sucks. If he would call and say "Hey I'm not really into you, and...yeah fuck you," I would feel better than I do right this second. Because the way things are right now, I'm not really sure what's going on. At least if he said that, I could yell and scream and be angry. All I can do now...is...wait.